I am me In 2005…

I am me In 2005, I waiting for their first child And the closer the birth was, the more I was overcome by an incredible fear And I have a child with a good intuition, and I feel trouble But reassured me that all women are afraid the first time “It’s natural, you’re young,” – he reassured my mom the Doctors in one voice asserted the pelvis, by the book, everything will be fine Come the day of the birth of my son, Yes, indeed, in birth, I came alone, everything went by the book-But after seven hours of labor was clear: there will be an emergency C-section Before the operation, I had anesthesia, anesthesia contractions, which had never worked, the operation started quickly, and the anesthesiologist me more anesthesia, but when touched with a scalpel in my belly, I felt through the incision came forth blood And at that moment I , everything was dark I heard the course of the operation, medical terminology and the of his own pulse tried to open my eyes, I turned sideways and , he opened his eyes Standing behind the medical team and see themselves on the operating table, I was overcome with such fear you See yourselves, and he at this moment do not belong to yourself This nonsense led me to dread Trying to say something to the doctors, I understand that my second “I” no voice No voice or I don’t know how to speak? But I stand on the floor barefoot and feel the cold floor tiles scary, Scary, I’m scared, I don’t know what to do! Just stand and look at yourself? The darkness I’m cold too Cold, ice a very sore throat, I open my eyes, twilight From the Windows of the corridor falls yellow light I’m an intensive care Nurse bustles and puts a few shots And says: – Well, girl gave you all the heat, four hours, two brigades fought for you – Who I was born? almost whispering I the Boy a of happiness and joy overwhelmed me, tears rolled Tears at the thought That I am I’m here now and I need his son eleven have Passed, and I it like yesterday I lost my temper And all this time I do not understand the Output I from my body – it was the soul or should I? I felt the cold floor of the operating room that can think and feel fear Or is it the action of a huge number of anesthesia?


Come play with me let’s play…

Play with me let’s play a game? Are you ready? Go! we play in a country house… Before bed… turn off all the lights Zaves curtains In the house should be so dark that you thought you were blind don’t forget to bring a flashlight! This will be your only friend and assistant Phones, you […]


Wild terror on this day, we…

Wild horror In this day we had a little fight with my mom She didn’t even want to hear about my career as the presenter of the program “Wild terror” it seemed to Her that it would be a real nightmare, all the neighbors gonna lose it But I reasoned sensibly, optimistic, therefore, said that […]


Gutted chickens In my childhood years…

Gutted chickens In my childhood in our hospitable house was constantly a crowd of people Mom was very fond of guests and tried to keep their conscience at the dining table usually sat a few people, aside from family And some from other cities, and remained to spend the night, it happened that we had […]


Horrible stay I will tell the story…

Horrible stay I’ll tell you a story told to me by a friend a few days after I heard from him this horrible story, my friend was found dead in his apartment, he hung from the ceiling on a huge hook, and under him a pool of blood so I’m going to tell from his […]


Don’t look into the darkness I…

Not see in the darkness since my childhood I was afraid of the dark, so have always asked parents to leave for the night light in the living room, kitchen, bathroom and, of course, in my room I just panic it not stand then one night the house turned off the electricity and I got […]


Kun kun When I was little.

kun kun When I was little, my parents took my older brother to the grandparents We often saw them, because they lived in the village as soon As we came to grandma and grandpa’s, we immediately ran outside to play the Air here was much fresher and cleaner than in the city, We walked along […]


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