I am me In 2005…

I am me In 2005, I waiting for their first child And the closer the birth was, the more I was overcome by an incredible fear And I have a child with a good intuition, and I feel trouble But everyone reassured me that all women are afraid the first time “It’s natural, you’re young,” – he reassured my mom the Doctors in one asserted the pelvis, by the book, everything will be fine Come the day of the birth of my son, Yes, indeed, in birth, I came alone, everything went by the book-But after seven hours of labor was clear: there will be an emergency C-section Before the operation, I had anesthesia, anesthesia contractions, which had never worked, the operation started quickly, and the anesthesiologist me more anesthesia, but when touched with a scalpel in my belly, I felt through the incision came forth blood And at that moment I , everything was dark I heard the course of the operation, medical terminology and the sound of his own pulse tried to open my eyes, I turned sideways and , he opened his eyes Standing behind the medical team and see themselves on the operating table, I was overcome with such fear you See yourselves, and he at this moment do not belong to yourself This nonsense led me to dread Trying to say something to the doctors, I understand that my second “I” no voice No voice or I don’t know how to speak? But I stand on the floor barefoot and feel the cold floor tiles scary, Scary, I’m scared, I don’t know what to do! Just stand and look at yourself? The I’m cold too Cold, ice a very sore throat, I open my eyes, twilight From the Windows of the corridor falls yellow light I’m an intensive care Nurse bustles and puts a few shots And says: – Well, girl gave you all the heat, four hours, two brigades fought for you – Who I was born? almost whispering I the Boy a of happiness and joy overwhelmed me, tears rolled Tears at the thought That I am I’m here now and I need his son eleven years have Passed, and I it like yesterday I lost my temper And all this time I do not understand the Output I from my body – it was the or should I? I felt the cold floor of the operating room that can think and feel fear Or is it the action of a huge number of anesthesia?


The tenth of July the familiar story was told,…

the Tenth of July This story was told by a friend who brought me the cat Cat gave it to an old friend — the cat lived with this friend for a long time, but for some reason, the friend was no longer able to keep it at home So the animal was required to […]


I will always with you it all Started…

‘m always with you it all Started long ago – 4 years ago after Parting with a guy for a long time I was depressed At a party I was introduced to Victor, introduced me in order to get out of my Arduino status At the first meeting the Victor even scared me away from […]


The door to my childhood “my name is Andrew…

the Door to my childhood “my name is Andrey Stepanovich badgers, born in 1946 Retired Widower with no Children This is a letter I put in the box to You, Zinaida Ivanovna, to let you know I haven’t disappeared, I’m not dead and not crazy, I’m fine, and that I decided to enter the door […]


The annoying pseudocode I was 12…

Annoying pseudocode I was 12 years old, and I went to visit relatives in St. Petersburg to live for the summer I lived with an aunt, and once at the weekend she and my other aunts-uncles was going to go to the cemetery, to the graves of my grandmother and her sisters Decided that I […]


The fortune-telling incident occurred with my neighbor…

Guessing happened with my roommate. in April 2007, the lead Story in the first person In the morning, the parents went to visit relatives in the village, and I stayed home to prepare for exams I was glad to finally do their business, so no one will distract tired of sitting on the abstracts, I […]


Glasha Glasha was blessed…

Glasha Glasha was blessed to Have these people age is hard to determine can’t tell for sure how old they are thirty or forty, and can already and all the sixty Time is almost not reflected on their faces, flowing through them, But I, in my eight years, she seemed deep old woman Wrapped in […]


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